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TEARS IN THE EYES

If you love someone,

Set her free...

If she comes back, she's yours,

If she doesn't, she never was....

I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND I RAISE MY HEAD, I REALISE THAT THE EARTH WAS LAST NIGHT'S BED.I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM GOING, ONLY GOD KNOWS WHERE I HAVE BEEN.I AM LIKE A DEVIL ON THE RUN AND A DEEP LOVER.PEOPLE WHO ARE IN LOVE DO TEND TO GET EMOTIONAL IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS.FOR A RELATIONSHIP TO BE SUCCESSFUL, ITS THE UNDERSTANDING & THE MENTAL STABILITY NEEDED RATHER THAN THE PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP.EVERY NIGHT I GO TO BED I PRAY THE LORD TO LET ME DIE LIKE A MAN MAKING HIS FINAL STAND IN A BLAZE OF GLORY.I NEVER CAME FIRST BUT I DREW THE FIRST LOVE BECAUSE I AM A YOUNG GUY.THIS ROMEO IS CRYING BUT YOU CAN'T SEE THE TEARS BECAUSE ITS NOTHING BUT SOME FEELINGS.ITS BEEN RAINING SINCE SHE LEFT ME AND NOW I HAVE BEEN DROWNING IN THIS FLOOD.YOU SEE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A FIGHTER BUT WITHOUT HER I GIVE UP.LIKE THE WAY ITS MEANT TO BE;WELL,I GUESS I AM NOT THAT GOOD ANYMORE.BUT BABY,I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS BECAUSE LOVE IS AN ENDLESS MYSTERY FOR IT HAS NOTHING ELSE TO EXPLAIN.

LOVE & MAGIC HAVE A GREAT DEAL IN COMMON.THEY ENRICH THE SOUL, DELIGHT THE HEART AND THEY BOTH NEED PRACTICE.IT IS TRUE IN ALL CASES THAT 'BEFORE MARRIAGE, MAN YEARNS FOR THE WOMAN HE LOVES BUT AFTER MARRIAGE THE "Y" BECOMES SILENT'.

LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THE SAME FOR ME FROM THE TIME I STARTED SEEING HER.I WAS TRAPPED LIKE A FLY ON THE WALL.  I AM CAGED LIKE A ZOO ANIMAL.NO ESCAPE FROM THE FATE THAT I MADE. ITS BEEN ALMOST AN YEAR WHEN I FIRST SIGHTED HER CLAD IN A BLACK SALWAR.FROM THEN ON AS TIME HAS PASSED BY, I HAVE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT HER DAILY.I HAVEN'T YET TALKED TO HER, BUT THEN I THINK I WON'T BE ABLE TO TALK TO HER IN THE FUTURE AS WELL FOR A VERY SIMPLE REASON THAT SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME.BUT THEN I WISH I COULD TALK TO HER IN ATLEAST THIS 'SOMETHING LAGGING' COLLEGE LIFE BECAUSE A MAN WITHOUT A WOMAN IS LIKE A FISH WITHOUT A BICYCLE.

SOMETIMES PEOPLE ASK ME WHAT ARE THE QUALITIES YOU HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE.I KEEP NUMB ON THAT BECAUSE 'WHEN YOU HAVE THE AGE TO FALL IN LOVE YOU ARE NOT EARNING AND WHEN YOU ARE EARNING YOU DON'T HAVE THE AGE TO FALL IN LOVE'. WHAT I WANT TO TELL YOU IS "LOVE IS BLIND BUT MARRIAGE IS AN EYEOPENER" AND FOR EVERY GUY WHO IS IN SEARCH OF LOVE BE CAREFUL BECAUSE "A GIRL IS LIKE A ROAD; THE MORE CURVES SHE HAS, THE MORE DANGEROUS SHE IS".

I COULD NOT HELP FALLING IN LOVE.'WHAT DO I DO, WHEN SHE STRUCK ME LIKE A LIGHTNING'. SHE WAS INTRODUCED TO MY MIND AND SHE LEFT ME WANTING.LOVE IS RISK.IT SOMETIMES LEAVES A MAN HEARTBROKEN, IT SOMETIMES MAKES YOU A FOOL AND "TO EXPOSE FEELING IS TO RISK EXPOSING YOUR TRUE SELF". THE RISKS INVOLVED ARE MANY.LIFE IS A GAME WE PLAY.LOVE IS THE REASON WE PLAY IT.LIFE AND LOVE ARE FULL OF RISKS.TO NAME A FEW ARE:

TO LAUGH IS TO RISK APPEARING A FOOL.

TO WEEP IS TO RISK APPEARING SENTIMENTAL.

TO REACH OUT TO ANOTHER IS TO RISK INVOLVEMENT.

TO LOVE IS TO RISK NOT BEING LOVED IN RETURN.

TO LIVE IS TO RISK DYING.

TO HOPE IS TO RISK DESPAIR.

TO TRY IS TO RISK FAILURE.

BUT RISKS ARE TO BE TAKEN BECAUSE THE GREATEST HAZARD IN LIFE IS TO RISK NOTHING.THE PERSON WHO RISKS NOTHING, DOES NOTHING, HAS NOTHING, IS NOTHING.

HE MAY AVOID SUFFERING AND SORROW, BUT HE CANNOT LEARN, FEEL, CHANGE, GROW OR LIVE.CHAINED BY MY SERVITUDE I AM A SLAVE WHO HAS FORTIFIED ALL THE FREEDOM.ONLY A PERSON WHO RISKS IS FREE.

FROM ALL THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOVE I DRAW MY INSPIRATION FROM THE FOLLOWING LINES THAT "THE PESSIMISTS COMPLAINS ABOUT THE WIND;THE OPTIMISTS EXPECTS IT TO CHANGE; AND THE REALIST ADJUST THE SAILS".

WOMAN IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CREATURE GOD HAS EVER CREATED.GOD MADE MAN BEFORE WOMAN TO GIVE HIM TIME TO THINK OF AN ANSWER FOR HER FIRST QUESTION BECAUSE AS I SAID EARLIER "LOVE IS AN ENDLESS MYSTERY, FOR IT HAS NOTHING ELSE TO EXPLAIN."

ITS A HUMAN SIGN THAT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG AND THE TEMPTATIONS ARE STRONG, INTO THE BOUNDARY OF EACH LOVER, SWEET DECEIT COMES CALLING AND NEGATIVITY LANDS.THIS IS HOW MY LIFE IS GOING ON-TWO HEARTS LIVING IN TWO SEPERATE WORLD'S BECAUSE OF MUTUAL MISUNDERSTANDING, AFTER THE FACT THAT SENSITIVITY BUILDS PRISON AND IN THE FINAL ACT WE LOSE DIRECTION, NO STONE UNTURNED, NO TEARS TO DAMN YOU AND WHEN JEALOUSY STARTS TO BURN.

I BELIEVE THERE IS A TIME FOR EVERYONE; IF THEY ONLY LEARN THAT THE TWISTING KALEIDOSCOPE MOVES US ALL IN TURN.THERE IS A REASON FOR THIS WILD OUTDOOR LIFE OF LOVE WHEN THE HEART OF THIS STARCROSSED BEATS IN TIME WITH HERS.

AND AS I LET THIS TO TAKE A TOLL ON MYSELF; AN ENCHANTED MOMENT AND IT SEES ME THROUGH.ITS ENOUGH FOR THIS RESTLESS LOVER JUST TO BE DREAMING ABOUT HER.AND IF IT IS WHERE I AM, IT'S ENOUGH FOR THIS WIDE EYED PESSIMIST THAT I GOT THIS FAR AND BELIEVE THE VERY BEST.THE SPIRIT DISTILLED, THE SOUL IS BOUGHT AND THE LOVE VIRUS WAS CAUGHT.

MY LIFE IS FREE NOW AND MY LIFE IS CLEAR.STRAIGHT PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT I AM ABOUT.I AM BACK IN A BANG WITH MY GANG.I AM BACK ON TRACK AND I AM BEATING THE FLACK AS I AM JUST MAKING MY PLAY.YOU ASK ME IF I HAVE KNOWN LOVE; WELL I HAVE SEEN LOVE COME, I HAVE SEEN IT SHOT DOWN AND I HAVE SEEN IT DIE IN VAIN.

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST I WOULD LIKE TO CONVEY THAT "TO LOVE ONESELF IS THE BEGINING OF A LIFE LONG ROMANCE" BECAUSE NO DAMN GIRL WILL LOVE THIS WIDE EYED & RED FACED PESSIMIST.